Well as it seems, my military future is going to be put on hold for a little while.. *sigh* i guess its kind of a good thing because i didnt really want to go, i just felt that i needed to get a stable future for myself, and really.. thats not a good reason for joining the military knowing that you cant handle it and would probably fail anyway.
I know y'all are probably curious on how i could put my military career on hold, well all i gotta say is that 9 months from now, it wont just be me and Derek anymore. =/ yeah, you guessed it. I'm pregnant.. i still dont have the 'proof' i am, but at this point in time i dont need it. Yeah you guys are probably thinking "why would she post this on her blog?" Well its to let people know that its very easy to mess up a future in the military, but im not upset over it. Derek is still going in the military, and ill be home barefoot in the kitchen with a baby on my hip.. truthfully thats been my dream from the start.
I could have probably made it in the military, but it wasnt something i really wanted to do. it was only to get a collage fund out of it... which people.. seriously dont do it only for college, because i know someone that did and he absolutely hates being in the Army. As for me, i know that i have an okay future ahead of me. Its not what my family wants, but you gotta work with what God gives ya. and hey.. im still okay. Oh and fyi, i'm not ashamed of being pregnant, i dont care what people say, and frankly people that arent ashamed of what people think are the people with the most heart and the biggest pair of balls =p.
*Bug&Peguins 4ever* =D
I know I'm probably the last person you want to hear from but I just wanted to say congratulations on your pregnancy and I sincerly hope all goes well. Likewise that you live a full and happy life.
ReplyDeleteThanks. It's nice to hear from you actually. Idk how I'm going to handle things with my family.. They blow up which doesn't help. Thats kinda why I moved out. I hope that this all works out.
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