Okay so one of my blogs titled "Seriously>.< F you too" was about how my grandma continues to make my life a living hell. Well in that blog, i had gotten on the topic that i had moved out of my parents house to live with Derek. Hmm you may think that its a stupid move, or "know", yes i put it in quotes because of the people that think they know everything. Well, living with Derek and his family has actually helped me alot more to move along with my life. I love Derek so much and really care about him, and i definitely see him and I having a future together.
I am thinking about going into the military, and i am supported 100% where i'm living now, where as when i'm with my family, they are always doubting me. Dont know about you, but i cant live with family that think i'm not able to do anything on my own. Some of you may know that i also have a ring on my left hand.. and yes, Derek and I are engaged. Call us stupid or whatever, but i'm not planing to leave Cortland County anytime soon, and this town is full of idiot people that arent worth my time, but marrying Derek makes all the difference. I dont care if people say that i have my "whole" life to find someone, well i didnt need to look my whole life, and who would want to take the time to find someone capaitable when that person has been next to you the whole time. =) Derek and I are still planning to go to college, and save money to find an apartment together. So dont be too quick to judge that its 'stupid' to marry so young. One day, Derek and I will be sitting on our porch, old as hell, smiling because people wont believe that we made it for so long, and that my friends is what love really is. As for our tatoos, yeah getting each others name was a little impulsive and maybe a little dumb, but its only stupid if you know you'll regret it later. Me? nah.. if it happens to be that me and Derek dont end up an old couple on our porch, i'll still look at my tatoo and smile because he changed my life in such a good way and hes worth remembering when i'm old and gray, =)
*Bug*
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